Today, I found myself in a deep depression. In the night, when I tried to think about life and roses, yes, a red one, which had accompanied my dreams for the last few days. I didn't know what happen, he disappeared without a trace even saying goodbye. Leave me alone again, right here.
I couldn't see the reason he left for me. It's too dark outside, I chose to be silent and wait in the dark. But sank deep inside my heart, I prayed to God that he will come.
Sure, I need someone now. As long as I stayed I was waiting for him to come. Finally I don't care who will come. I need a friend in the dark. I need someone who understand my situation. Although just a dream that comes I will be grateful because I know he won't leave me alone.
God, I miss the sky. Why do You keep the sky away from me? Whether I had made any mistake? Please, give me back my sky. I don't know to whom else should hang this dream. Only this remaining lives who faithfully accompanied my stumbling steps. I feel increasingly fragile without everything around me. I feel completely alone. Please God, bring back the sky to me.
And now, when I realized where I stood, at the peak of my weakest point, I know u'll never come back...
On my own tears,
Wednesday, January 11th 2012
07.00 p.m
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